۱۳۸۷ اردیبهشت ۲۳, دوشنبه

LETTERS THAT I NEVER GIVE YOU

bazi vaghta bakhodam fekr mikonam to chejori mano dost dariyo az zajri ke az deltangit mikesham bikhabri , ya aslan barat mohem nist ,
mage mishe kasi betone ba sedash yeki ro khoshhal kone amma in kar ro nakone , hala agar on tarafo dost dashte bashe chi ,
chejori dostam dari ke to shab kabose jodayit ro mibinam , to khabam ashk mirizam amma ye ax baram nemifresti , che jori , che jori sedam ro nemishnavi ke rojan rojan ro hegh hegh mikoanm ,
che jori dostam dari ke 100 ton gham deltangit ro mesle ye bar sangin ba khodam mikesham , to sinam , nafasam sangin mishe , harja ke hastam ro delame , amma to bikhiyale in darde sangini hasti , che jori dostam dari ke hich kodom az ehsasatam barat mohem nist , deltangi arash : mohem nist , ashkaye arash :mohem nist , ghamhaye arash : mohem nist , kabosayi jodayi : mohem nist, mohem nist mohem nist , ghorore arash : mohem nist

bikhoiyale arash , arash nesiyast ,
arash nist , mohem nist , harchi mishe beshe , be man che ke delesh gire man , be man che ke deltange , be man che ke dost dare sedam ro beshnave , be man che be man che ke falaj shode ,

to vaghean dostam dari ? man daram shak mikonam be hame chi , vaghean daram shak mikonam ,

dishab be andazyei to khab gerye kardam ke sedam hamsayamo az khab bidar kard , are
to otaghet bodam , madaret behem negah mikard , badesh endakhtam biron , goft eshgh bayad 2 tarafe bashe ,

midoni vaghean delam chand shabe gerefte , vaghean gerefte , sangine , hamishe ye bahineyi hast base inke vaghtet ro behem nadi ,
ye bar kasi azyate karde , ye bar to khiyabon behet matalak goftan , ye bar x ya y pishete , ye bar sarma khordi , ye bar pol nadari , ye bar hosele nadari , khub alanam ke amal kardi dard dari ,

3 sal sabr kardam ta ye rozi be ye jaye beresi ke az on ye chiz khalas beshi , ye khorde behem tasali bedi , ye khorde be harfaye delam gosh bedi ,
amma engar tamomi nadare ,engar on ye chizi hamishe hast , bad az in ham engar hamishe hast ,

man digeh azat hichi nemikham , vali bezar ye chizi ro base akharin bar behet begam

dost dashtam hade aghal to shadit mano sharik mikardi , to jashne tavalode dobarat ,
hade aghal ba ye ax , ba ye chat , ba harchi ,

amma nakardi , harkas azade ,
manam azadam ke delam beshkane ,

man vaghean baram mohem bod , vaghean mohem bod , mishkastam az zajr keshidanet , vaghean mishkastam ,
ashk mirikhtam , azad shodi , raha shodi ,
az vaghti didamet say kardam khudamo gharghe gahmet konam , hala nejat peyda kardi az darde bozorg , dost dashtam labkhandet ro mididam , sedaye shadet ro mishnidam ,

amma bezar roko rast begam , hame hamishe goftan kone laghe arash,
to ham in karo kardi ,
pishe khudetam mano mahkom kardi ke behet goftam dost bashimo ele bel , hameye dele mane badbakht ro gozashti ye ja , in ye harfamam gozashti ye ja , ajab tasaviyeh khubi , ajab edalati ,

pishe khudet fekr kon , bebin man be khatere ki darde be dar shodam , be khatere delam , be khatere ki az khanevadam gozashtam be khatere delam ,

be khatere chi ...

amma vaghean engar man aslan vojod nadaram baraye to ,

hamishe zadi to saram , agar azat ye chizi khastam behem gofti ke chera be man dastor midi , mage man bardeye to hastam ,

agar gelaye kardam zadi to saram ke to aslan ki hasti ke gelaye mikoni , ye bar to iran ba manto baham raftim biron ,

agar azat entezar dashtam zadi to saram ke harchi pol ferestadi barat mifrestam bi hesab mishim,



zadi to saram hamishe hame ja ,
to webloget , to harfat , mesle ye sag baham mesle ye ashghale be dard nakhor baham raftar kardi.

ye bar nashod ke begi az eshghet razi hasti , ye bar nashod ke begi eshghet vaghean dostet dare ,

hamishe va hamishe zadi to saram , hamishe , mesle ye sag . mesle ye adame badbakhte baham raftar kardi .


mikhay joda shi , man alan ye bar baraye hamishe behet migam ,

agar fekr mikoni ke azat narahat misham ,
ya be kahtere harfayi ke ghablan behem zadi bayad vaysi ta akharesh , ya harchize digeh ,
eshtebahe
man dostet daram , ino az tahe ghalbam behet migam , banoye germai ,


eshgh alan yani pol , yani support , yani dadar , yani gift . eshgh ke nesiyeh nemishe .

esgh , ye eshtebah bod ke madaram behem yad dad .

rasti in ro delam monde bod ke behet bgeam


man vaghean az iran be khatre to raftam ,
harja bodam to bodi , to hava , to khune a , to khiyabon , vaghean vaghean vaghean az tahe delam gerye mikardam , zajr mikeshidam , hame ja kabose jodayi bod , hame ja .

hich vaghtam barnemigardam chon hanozam hast.


ino vaghean vaghean vaghean ba zajr behet migam , va hazaream base govahesh ba khune khudam emzash konam .

to eshgh bayad isar kard .

man khastanet ro isar mikonam be eshgham be rojan

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